Another silent scream 1

 25-october-2022

hmm

Im laying in bed 💀

Numbing about my life….

The unthinkkable has happened, 

Im owing.

To think, i said i would never do this,

I said its unacceptable, 

Now im here , in this mess. 

Lol

Rewind back to august …

I got this new apartment with this dude, 

And i made an agreement to pay him in installment of 10k per month till ot reaches 100k of our 200k apartment.

So, as time went on,

Gay dude is hitting me, 

And i dont like the idea 💡 ,

So, i came up with a solution, 

Guess, what it is 😂😂.

To make him hate me, 

So i figured , 

Best way to do this, is to 

Start by erasing , the reasons that made that forbidden attraction start….

1. Be dirty

2. Owe him (create anger towards me)

3. Just be plain unattractive and annoying 

And i hope its working , and this song he’s playing rn , isn’t geared towards me. 

Anyways, ive noticed , despise .

Thats good.

So, I’ll keep things this way, till im about to leave this damn trench house , 

☑️ completed 5months of nysc already

☑️ started web dev.

☑️ had time to sleep .

Next phase , become a tpl.

Life is annoying 

Fuck boko haram